kehidupan yg baru..

im feeling im gonna turn to a new leaf..xtauk kenak..tp ak rsa kdk ya..
maybe faktor ak semakin meningkat usia..ALHAMDULILLAH~so,far perubahan nya lebih kepada positif..
adalh kala or kdg2 ya terchildish ttba<rsa mok muda agk>...hahahahhahaha
Apa2 pun this is my sweetiest 20!!!..:)..

dpt kerja ditempat dan suasana baru..n dpt kenalan n family yg baru...hahahaha..i like!..
sekarang im gonna explore evry each opportunity yg ad di depan mata ak.I DO NOT WANT TO MISS IT!...insyaallah~
ap pun cbrn yg mendtg n hlgn yg menduga akn ku berusaha mengatsi dengan kekuAtan diriku dan org disekeliling...
mengikuti program uitm..dpt jmpa kwn baru dan mengeratkn lagi silaturahim bagi yg dh kenal..hahahaha:)

hahahahaha~...im starting to thinking far ahead of my future at one time or another..rasa pelik je...hahaha...
wat i mean is..have a bright future with good job, have a great wife, kids n a family!...LOL..rasnye xslh kot..berangan2..

dengan berangan2 muncullah impian,dgn impian muncullh cita2 seterusnya harapan dan insyallah akan ad usaha untuk mencapai kearahnya....amin~..
rasa mok bergerek pn ad  juak..seem like pengalaman b4 yg stop kn ak utk mencuba lagi utk bercinta..
somtimes feel like stupid bla memikirkn tentang perkara remeh tok..tp berik nasihat kt org lebih2lh pulk..hahahahahahahaha

any how~..ak beserah kpd yg MAHA ESA...
tahun 2010 ini bnyk membungkar kehidupan yang baru...pengalaman yang pahit dan getir akn ku telan buat pengajaran...yg manis akn ku kenang selamanya..insyaallah~

KEHADAPAN KEDUA ORANG TUA KU...KU BERHARAP DOA DAN RESTU MU SENTIASA MENGIRINGI SETIAP LANGKAH PERJALANAN KEHIDUPANKU YANG BERADA JAUH DIPERANTAUAN INI...
KEPADA SEMUA SAHABAT2 YG AK CINTAI DAN AK KASIHI SEKALIAN DIHARAP PERSAHABATAN KITA AKAN TERUS MEKAR DAN BERSERI...DAN INSYALLAH AKAN BERKEKALAN SAMPAI AKHIRAT...

SELAMAT TINGGAL 2010.....

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

RINDU KPG HALAMAN...

i miss my home...

when i got sick..i have my father to bring me to the clinic..

i miss my home

when i feel to baked kuih pau n goreng cucur pisang..

i miss my home..

bila tgok nenek2 dudk kt pangkin kt luar RMH..rindu dgn nenek ak kt kpg..

i miss my home

when nobody scold me xkemas rmh..i miss my mum..

rindu kt rumah

sbb dpt pasang lagu kuat2...

i miss home

when semua kwn2 blt kpg kt srwk..

i miss my home..

bila tgok bdk2 kcil berlari2...rindu kt anak buah!!!huhuhu

i miss home..

sbb dpt jln2 n pusing 1 kpg pkai motoskl...

I MISS HOME

BILA AK RINDULAH..

HEHEHEHEHE..

 

FUH!!!~...GERAM GILER!

WEH AK GERAM GILK2..KNK ORG SLALU PNDG SERONG KT AKU..HAIH~..GERAM GILA BABI EH!..
LEMBUT CKIT SLAH..BLA~BLA~BLA~..
HAIH~
AK TOK LEMBUT APLH,JLAN LENGGANGKH.JLN MELENTIKLH....SO WHAT..JNJI AK BUKAN PONDAN N WHAT SO EVER!!!!!!..
AK XMINTAK PN AK BERJALAN KDK YA!..NG FITRAH AK KDK YA,NEY NK POLAH..
FYI,AK TOK AD CACAT TULANG BLKG..TERLBH BENGKOK..SO MYBELH AK JLN MENONGEK KE BLKG CKIT...N KAKI KIRI AK JLN MBEGKOK KEDLM BLA BERJLN...HAIYA!!!11..EXPLAIN PUN XGNA!!!..GRRRRRRRR~
..THEN BLA AK SOFT SPOKEN PN DKATIK2...ERAN JUAK NYAWA AK...MAK BPK DH NGAJAR AK KAKA BAIT2 DGN ORG.SIKKKAN AK NG KAKA KASAR NGN ORG...
GERAM GILAK2!!!!


ARGHHHHH~...JNJI AK JD  AK PN BKN HIPO!!!..
BYE2!

OMG!!!!!!!...

ASTAGFIRULLAHALAZIM~....why there is to much drama lately?????..xphmlh~..ADOYAI!~

It maybe coz by the tension of the final exm..tp COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!~..not now..put it aside 1st n Focus more on Yur stdy...hmm~..soon or later kita bleh dudk berbincang and settle it down...

dan kepada yang bersembunyi di sebalik semak because of apa yang korg bt ITU salah...COME CLEAN!!!..WLPN IT is a BAD NEWS and  SEBELUM it getting worse just tell me...jgn nt dh bernanah bru nk bgtau kt ak..XLARAT DEN NI HAH!..ak ni hanya manusia biasa yg hAnya ad tulang 4 kerat...xmmpu nk bt semua kerja dlm 1 masa...just inform me and we will work together to figure out the solution OK?...and i'm so sorry if this is to direct 4 you AND KPD YG TERASA GK K...

DON'T get emosional and sensitive!...phm2 jklh,org skrg tok bkn kEDAK sblm nya..ska ckp blkg!..<wlpn msh ad lg,skrg~>

it is good apa org ckp depan2 foe example MENYINDIR,MEMPERLI,MENGUMPAT,MENGATA...IN FRONT OF YOU!...

HELLO!!!~

IT IS A WAKE UP CALL 4 YOU 2 UPGRADE YOUSELF..

AS LONG IT GOOD THING TO CHANGE,WHY NOT..

THE BAD THING LET IT BE YUR LESSON...
buang yang keruh and ambil yang jernih


kepada yang xpaham bahasa

NO WORD FOR YOU!
TETAPI HANYA AKU MAMPU BERDOA SUPAYA ALLAH S.W.T MEMBUKA DAN MENERANGI HATI DAN AKAL FIKIRAN MU SELUAS2NYA SERTA DITUNJUKKAN JALAN YANG BENAR DAN DIRAHMATI OLEHNYA..
AMIN~

IT IS 1st TIME 4 ME..

HAHAHAAHAHA~...

SEINGAT AKLH SEBELUM TOK AK TOK BUKAN NYA PANDEI GILAK PON..IM JUST AN AVERAGE STUDENT...AS ANY 1 OF MY FRIENDS FROM HIGH SCHOOL...IM QUITE SLOW STUDENT..."DELTANIAN" acronym 4 it..huhuhu

but after im entering the Univercity,it seem a little bit diffrent..im always feel real arkward AND cocky during at time or another..bukanlah nk jd riak kn ctok..just wondering why im becoming like this

What i mean the subjects n the knowlegde really get into me...

...what are the factors im becoming like this..I REALLY WANT TO KNOW??????

believe or not aku mengetuai grup discussion..im toturing people!!!!!!!!!!!!..OMG

ALHAMDULLILLAH~...now i can help others in study, 4 1st time in my life!!!!

ORG BERKATA2:...."KALU DH PANDAI WLPN SDIKIT, BERKONGSILAH DGN YANG LAIN..IT WILL GROWTH AND NOT ONLY YOU GET THE BENEFIT BUT OTHER ALSO"..

"SHARING IS CARING"

:)

LEMBU PUNYA SUSU,SAPI DPT NAMA..HUHUHU

Sebelum tok,sbnrny ak ad konflictlh ckit antra ak,abg ak n my mom..it quite stress n always give me an headache..bla teringt tntg conflict ya..

hmmmm~..

Nevertheless, it has been solve quite smooth..it just matter of misunderstanding...:P

But then tersepit dlm keaadan ya ADIK ak jd mangsa keaadaan...huhuhuhuu

Adik ak tgh PMR n my parent stil busy on solving my problem between me n bro..shgga lpk tntg adik ak yg tgh struggle 4 PMR..huhuhuhu

tp yg "bodoh"nya..adik ak tok xjuak nk pdh ngn or meningatkn parent ak tok yg nya tgh prepared 4 PMR..haih~..

Adik ak xdpt nk prepared himself 100% 4 the exam..kcian~

maybe nya rsa terpinggir jk sbb xda org mempedulikn nya..huhuhuhu..

kCIAN~..but bpk pdh it just goin 2 be fine..adik ak has nothing 2 b worried..lgpn adikku tok lain ckit..hehehehe

bkn nk merendah2kn smgt nya nk blja tp 8lis usha nya nk blja ya ad...

SO,SEKURG2NYA SOKGN MORAL IT JUST FINE 4 HIM..Isn't???

my mum tell dat he complaining dat he never get bku lthn or bku rujkn as my brother,sister and me get b4 the exam..n treated specially like me n others b4 goin the exmnation hall...like eat nice breakfast,mkn kismislh..n etc

kcian x...huhuhu..AK PN RSA BERSALAH...if i put myself in his shoes...mmg kcwa n rsa terpinggir,SERIOUSLY..CDIH GLER KOT~..huhuhu

MY MOM also rsa kcian ngn adik ku,she felt very sorry 4 my little brother...lgpn,NASI DH JD BUBUR..

SO,THE MORAL OF THE STORY...INGATL2LAH ORANG YANG ADA DISEKELILING ANDA..YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN NEGLECT THEM BECAUSE YOU ARE SO BUSY OR FORGOT ABOUT THEM..SO,TAKE TIME TO LOOK AROUND YOU...

dan

KEPADA YANG MERASAKAN DIRI DIPINGGIRKAN OR DILUPAKAN OLEH SESEORANG..DONT JUST SIT THERE DAN MENGATAKNA "AK NI SIAPALAH UTK KO INGTKAN"...OR..SULKING N ETC...DAT IS f***ING IDIOT!!! <soe 4 the harsh word>..

make yur 1st move utk meningatkn mereka...

KITA HIDUP INI MESTILAH SENTIASA MENGINGATKAN DIANTARA SATU SAMA LAIN..ITUKAN LEBIH BAIK DARI MENGUMPAT DAN MENGATA...HAHAHAHAHA

RENUNG2KAN DAN SELAMAT BERAMAL~:p

GaMBate!!!!!!!!!!!....MAy the foRce Be with yOu!

arghhh~...belum buat persiapan lagi untuk final EXAM yang BAKAL berlangsung lusa nih...huhuhuhu
ini gara-gara disebabkan buzy polah kertas kerja proposal untuk kelab..huhuhuhu
but im not going use dat as excuses 4 me not to prepared 4this becoming final...hmm~

dh nekad sebelum tok xmok stdy last minit agk..tp it keep me in this,WHY r????..huhuhu
salah diri sendiri jgkkn sbb x remindkn diri sendiri n leka buat kerja lain sehingga lupa WHAT THE FIRST AND FOREMOST WHAT WE ARE EXACTLY DOING  HERE FOR.....STUDYING,huhuhu...dh dekat nk exam bruk nk bertungkus-lumus nk stdy..nk pakkh~..then there wil b QUESTIONING ABOUT..R YOU STDY 4 KNOWLEDGE AND BLESSING 4RM OUR ALMIGHTY GOD OR JUST 4 THE EXAM...hmmm~
anyway,just ignore about it n keep continue whAT you has stdy rite NOW...just use well yur time THAT LEFT very well and of coz makesure kesihatan dri ya jga juak k...jgn minum kopi berlebihan..

LAST BUT NOT LEAST...NK MINTA MAAF DAN AMPUN EVENTHOUGH IT KIND OF KLICHE BUT NK PADAH JUAK...IM REALLY ASK AN OPOLOGY TO ANY1 THAT I HURT SCRA LANGSUNG OR X..SINCERELY MINTA MAAF BNYK2 K...

FINALLY....THOSE R ALWAYS SAID  "KO TU PANDAIKN, AK NI APALAH SGT....."...THAT R BULLSHhhh~...INGATLAHBAHAWA ALLAH MENCIPTAKAN MANUSIA INI SAME JE...
"KITA INI PANDAI SEBENARNYA..SGT2LAH PANDAI...CUMA KITA MALAS NK BERUSAHA"...
SO RAJIN2LH DIRI DAN PAKSA DIRI KE ARAH KEBAIKAN...

ANDA BUAT,ANDA DAPAT!..HEHEHE:p